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Last Respects

by Jacob Shipley

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1.
Waiting 03:34
All night just waiting for you All night just waiting And I don’t know why I’m still this guy And you’re getting high while I’m waiting Well it’s midnight just waiting for you You said to sit tight and wait for you And I don’t know why You won’t bother to try And I’m sitting by just waiting And will you even try to come around Or will I be left here kicked into the ground No I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna stay But I don’t wanna leave this way No I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna stay But I don’t wanna leave this way And here I wait Okay well I’m still waiting Okay I’m still waiting for you Okay I’m still waiting Okay well How am I still this guy I want to cry And you’re still getting high while I’m waiting And will you ever try to come around Or will I still be left here kicked into the ground No I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna stay But I don’t wanna leave this way No I don’t wanna go I don’t wanna stay But I don’t wanna leave this way And here I wait
2.
Civil War 03:17
The calm before the storm is just before you walk in The moment when my weapons are all primed Prepping for some battle I never win Against the inside of my mind I’ve been in a good place lately Not that you can see or care After all this time you showed up there To mess with my mind to shake my core And the armies inside start to rage again Bring me to the brink of my civil war And here I fight And there I clash The walls of dust around me burning deep to ash And somehow I still want more Ripped in two and so I wage this civil war And really it’s kind of funny The way I leap at your call The way you say you haven’t thought of me at all And so I smile, hide behind my charm While my insides are sounding the alarm The call to arms And here I fight And there I clash The walls of dust around me burning deep to ash And somehow I still want more Ripped in two and so I wage this civil war
3.
Pockets 03:26
When we were young, but wished we were old I found you there beside my bed And picking you up, put you in my pocket From there you saw the inner fold Went traveling where my feet were led The memories we made, little pictures in my wallet But soon you outgrew the space I had made We pulled a bit and tore it more So you could stretch and so you stayed You grabbed the thread of my Levis and devised a nest within And now my pocket’s ripped, the cloth is wearing thin And so I walked around, heavy and bulging No, I’m not happy to see you, I’m just indulging In this lucid affair that’s stripping me bare And giving me convulsions Remember the first time that I met you? 
I was enthralled dear, now I wish I could forget you It was an awful curse to fall in love with yours, mine, and ours 'Cause soon you outgrew the space I had made We pulled a bit and tore it more So you could stretch and so you stayed You grabbed the thread of my Levis and devised a nest within And now my pocket’s ripped and I’m losing all my shit And after the years of ripped jeans I’ve finally seen that people don’t fit inside of pockets
4.
You faded through my dreams last night Haunting like a ghost set free My roommate says not to think about it too hard But I guess it’s another excuse for why I can’t sleep And I bet your friends say you’re better off without me And I guess I agree, but it still hurts to know it’s true So I’ll replay every moment in my head Because that’s what you want me to do Yeah, that’s what you want me to do Well I’m still alone and that’s just fine It’s better than wasting someone else’s time Cause you’re too good for me, and I’m not good enough for you I wonder if you really believe that’s true And I still wonder if you ever watched Spirited Away Guess I’ll never know now if you’ve seen it And do you still have that corduroy sweater? I loved that red I’m trying to find one just like it But I miss the way yours fit I should just get over it Well I’m still alone and that’s just fine It’s better than wasting someone else’s time Cause you’re too good for me and I’m better without you And now I’ve ruined that cliche, too. Well I’m still alone and thats just fine It’s better than wasting all my time and I don’t wanna ruin old cliches So I guess I’ll just watch Spirited Away
5.
Spain 05:27
And here in Spain I knew a Spaniard Who wrapped their arms around their legs like a child And their thoughts grew out of their head like flowers in spring And from afar the bells would ring My first day in Spain was spent skipping rocks along the beach My second, learning languages they never thought to teach The third we spent locked arm to arm Riding towards a future we knew would bring us both harm But winter's on the wing it sped towards us We both thought it’d destroy us The time we spent, the last respects we’d pay And from afar I could hear them say In Spain, the time can stop In Spain the wounds can heal In Spain it’s almost a perfect world In Spain it’s almost real We ran into the park Past all of those warning lights We were climbing over the gates and you said, please don’t let me fall And I didn’t know any better, it was minutes later, Don't you remember, it was right when I saw you slip that I heard the call In Spain, the time can stop In Spain the wounds can heal In Spain it’s almost a perfect world In Spain it’s almost real And the doubts rain away in the rain Our clothes soaked, our bodies the stain And every road I seem to take leads only one way back to Spain Back to Spain Back to Spain Dont you remember

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released May 26, 2023

Recorded at Big and Tall Recording and Matty Greg’s Studio
Mixed and Mastered by Big and Tall Recording
Produced by Jacob Shipley
Music and Lyrics by Jacob Shipley

Photos: PicturemanBob
Cover Design: Jacob Shipley

Musicians
Vocals: Jacob Shipley
Guitars: Jacob Shipley
Bass: Angus Davis
Drums: Brooke Trumm
Synth and Sounds: Jacob Shipley

Lead Guitar (Waiting): Matty Greg
Violin (Civil War): Erikka Walsh
Piano (Civil War): Gabe Valle
Trumpet (Spain): Nick Benitez
Saxophones (Spain): Jacob Shipley

Special Thanks: Finley Martin, Mark Shipley, Sara Tack, Molly Makowiec, Nate Liebert, Breedlove Guitars

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Jacob Shipley New York, New York

Jacob Shipley writes, sings, and tells stories about the moments in life we’d rather not repeat. Some of his music is sorrowful, some sardonic and humorous, but all of it comes from a deeply personal place that is easy to connect with because we’ve all been there. Listening to Jacob is like reminiscing with an old friend: not everything was easy, but at least we made it through. ... more

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